There is a hole in your chest Where your heart used to beat It used to be filled with love Now it's just history A tenantless space where you used to live The fleeting feeling of fidelity Fading in front of your eyes Is this what it feels like to die How far do you have to go To find something to find some piece of mind Cause it is vacant and cold and I really don't know How much more you are willing to fake So take this step by step, breath by breath Hold it in for as long as you can Cause you are cutting loose somewhere that you can not commit You're trying to break free Outside of your limits This city never seems to be forgiving Just a constant reminder to take what you're given How far do you have to go To find some piece of mind Cause it's packed and it's hot and I'm sure that you're not Trying to stay for much longer

Somethings wrong again I don't feel like living But I'm too scared to die At least right now You won't understand You can't Please just take me away As painlessly as possible There is nothing here for me Something's wrong again I'm not sure how to deal with this I am a slave to my emotions Do as I say and you won't be hurt Do as I say and you'll be safe Please just take me away As painlessly as possible I have lost interest In whatever comes next In this story I will tear the pages out And burn them in a great fire Then when everything has turned to ash I'll be sitting on the pile When all my friends die Well so will my name When all my friends die Well so will my name All my friends will die

I stared at you from across the bug jar floor Thinking to myself, "you shouldn't bother" I danced along to the sound of Boy Jr. Trying to keep to myself the best I could I come outside to say hello to the band I see that you're with them lending a hand While I'm passing time outside I see you passing by And can't help but compliment The tattoo on your shoulder So we continue the conversation As you explained your situation You're far from home just like me Getting away from all the awful things The night goes on and I can't help but stare At my favorite color dyed in your hair You offered to give me a ride home I asked if I could just stay the night You obliged, and off we went As we drove through the dark to your apartment Neighboring beside you on your bed I didn't sleep at all, but decided to stare at the ceiling instead

Karma, is coming after me. With a bounty on my head. There are places to run, but for what? There's nothing to do but sit and watch myself die Breathe easy for me When the time comes, I'll be letting go Shine bright for yourself Get your focus aligned with your thoughts Fast paced beating, your heart won't stop Knowing nothing about what's going on I suppose I'll just sleep myself to death Carry on the end in a blissful ignorance Breathe easy for me When the time comes, I'll be letting go Keep a smile bright on that face You'll never see the light of day again Maybe happiness is an illusion To keep yourself alive long enough to become empty Breathe easy for you When the time comes, you'll let me go Keep a smile bright on your face I'll never see the light of day again .

I know some day you'll be as happy as can be And the sun will be shining down brightly All the clouds will be far away from here A crystal clear vision of the atmosphere Oh I believe it's time to go to sleep Time to dream of better days Close your eyes and don't wake up Until the sun is shining through the cracks in your windowsill It's a beautiful morning The birds are singing in the distance The sound of traffic passing by A river flowing through the streets Come with me if you want to live Happily ever after After what? Come again After a lifetime of feeling hopeless It's a beautiful morning The only detail that's missing Would be you sitting next to me Enjoying the scenery If I wake up with the sun in my eyes and I'm blind Will you be the first thing in my sight When I can see again It's a beautiful morning The sun is shining brightly All the clouds are far from here There's a crystal clear vision of the atmosphere

Where's the complaint department I have a few words Id like to say I wish I was never born And now I'm forced to live and slave away I thought I was happy But I was so wrong I thought I could see clearly But the glass is still fogged I face my fear alone It can rain every single day On my parade, if you could even call it that Do I qualify for a do-over Cause suicide is not an option here Where is the mortality In staying alive if I hate every thing Yeah where is the mortality Nothing really seems to be fun anymore So what's the point in living if it's just a huge bore There's something wrong I wake up most days wishing I was gone I thought I was happy But I was so wrong I thought I could see clearly But the glass is still fogged It can rain every single day On my parade, if you could even call it that Do I qualify for a do-over Cause suicide is not an option here Where is the mortality In staying alive if I hate every thing Yeah where is the mortality in that You hit me up I say what's up You say lets hang I say okay Then we drive around, drive all around town But we don't say anything I always want more, can't settle down The simplest things are bumming me out I'll sit by the freeway thinking about How easy It'd be to just hop and be free From this body Goodbye for now and goodbye forever Goodbye for now and goodbye forever It can rain every single day On my parade, if you could even call it that Do I qualify for a do-over Cause suicide is not an option here Where is the mortality In staying alive if I hate every thing Yeah where is the mortality

Every single word I write sounds stupid When I try to put my thoughts to words It just comes out a mess I'm sick of writing how I feel I feel so stupid and so lonely And depressed But I know that's just how it goes That's just how this goes And it goes x5 It goes and goes and goes and fucking goes Life will move on with or without you And it goes x5 These words are like hot coals in my hands I'd rather feel the burn than nothing at all It goes around in circles in my head The words escape me And I feel crazy I thought I had something to say But now it's gone and I continue Letting myself down its amazing But I know that's just how things go That's just how this goes And it goes x5 It goes and goes and goes and fucking goes Life will move on with or without you And it goes x5 I hope one day I write a song that makes me lots of money so when I feel sad I can buy a bunch of useless mundane items to fill the void in my body But I know that's just how this goes And that's just how it goes And it goes x5 It goes and goes and goes and fucking goes Life will move on with or without you And it goes x5